Today is Zann's first lunar new year celebration. She has learnt how to gesture "gong xi gong xi", Whenever I praised her " Wow, Zann is a clever girl ya," and she would flash that megawatts smile to me. This shows my girl loves people to praise her.
Mummy brought me to Bugis to look for her friend.
Chinese New Year Eve, Reunion Dinner at Sakae Sushi.
I am ready to order. Anyone there?
Wanted to get fruits for myself and Zann, we went to NTUC early morning. The whole place was so crowded and everyone was busy buying and stocking. I have so much difficulty passing through with the stroller especially. And I couldnt find any kiwi except for the apples and oranges. So lousy!
One week plus since, and her cough isn't getting better. She has so much phlegm. I brought her to see the PD yesterday. She was given the change of cough syrup, Silomat and Terbutaline for clearing her airway. Previously, she has recovered from running nose, but this morning I saw mucus running down. Has the flu come back or is the cough syrup causing reverse effects? I called the nurse and she told me it's the cough syrup.
It has been a while since she practised walking. I gave her the activity walker today, she walked in an unusual pace with both legs far apart, like a penguin. It wasnt like this in the past . Has my girl lost touch learning to walk properly?
What's that? Ok I walk over by myself.
I saw something. Wait. Let me bend over and dig.
Huh? A pc of paper? How come not toy?
Can I go in and see again?
How to go in? Let me sit down and think first.
Hee. I finally went in the box, with mummy's help.
Mummy, how come no space to turn around?
Ok I am done. I am going back.
My first batch of pineapple tarts were churned out late last night.
For the pastry, I would need 250g butter, 500g plain flour, 2 large eggs, 1 tsp salt, 1tbsp baking powder, 1 tsp vanilla essence, 2 cups castor sugar. Preheat the oven 180C. Beat the egg and add to the butter at room temperature. Beat well for a few minutes. Mix in the salt, baking powder, sugar, vanilla essence and the sifted flour. Mix well to form a dough abt 1/4 cm thick. Make sure there's plenty of flour under the dough. Using a tart cutter and cut from the dough. Bake at 180C for 20mins until it turn golden brown.
Valentine's Day
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Today is Valentine's Day! More importantly, it's Zann's first experience of this day! What can I say? She is the spark in my life and she is definitely the happiest person I know to date. She is so unassuming and she loves unconditionally. She gives wholeheartedly and she receives all too. She will brighten even the darkest room, touch even the most indifferent and warm even the coldest heart.
Darling, mummy doesn't know what to do if I don't have you. I love you, my baby!
" There's a tissue box on the floor. So i took one tissue and tear."
" And I like to throw onto the floor after I am done with the tearing. "
" Mummy's hp is in my hand. Hmm who shall I call now?"
What's an easy way to cook lunch today? Tofu and Minced pork were all I have in the fridge. Cant think of anythg other than the claypot version.
1 pack of Airpork Fresh Minced Pork
2 pc firm toufu (unicurd)
2tbsp of beanpaste
Marinate the pork with 2 tbsp soya sauce, 1/2 tsp cornflour, 1 tsp black pepper for 30 mins.
Heat the oil and fry the toufu till light brown. Drain and leave the toufu aside. Next stir fry the Minced Pork with the bean paste until half cooked.
Transfer the whole mix into the claypot and cook medium high heat for 15mins.
I am in a mid to prepare pineapple tarts for the coming Chinese New Year. Half way done thru with the Jam.
Honey pineapple and the spices from NTUC. Cut into pieces and shred. Need 1 1/2 cup castor sugar, 1 cinnonmon stick, 1 star anise, 2 cloves. Place the spices and the shredded pineapple into the pot and boil. Keep stirring, until around 30 mins to form jam. U can the refrigerate the jam also.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
I suddenly developed a massive craving for seafood yesterday. In d end settle for prawn dinner last night. The prawns were shallow-fried in the tomato sauce, giving them a sweet gravy taste. Still, the warm sweet gravy of the dish is enough to satisfy HB and me. Here's the recipe which yield two servings. Cheers!
1 pack of tiger Prawns fresh or frozen
½ cup tomato paste
1 teaspoon cooking oil
1 teaspoon minced garlic
2 teaspoon lemon juice; or less
½ teaspoon cornstarch
½ cup snow pea
Heat pan on high heat, add oil. Add garlic, stir-fry until fragrant and add prawns. Stir-fry until they are opaque, 2 to 4 minutes depending on size. Add snow peas ; stir-fry until just heated through. Add lemon juice, tomato paste and cornstarch mixture. Bring to boil and cook until sauce thickens. Serve immediately.
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A letter to Zann
Dear Zann,
It has been a joy to take care of you thus far, though it's not easy. I thank God that you are a healthy girl and so smiley too. I pray that God will continue to watch after you. Today, you have turned 14 months old. You can roll, stand, sit up, crawl, and laugh. And most importantly, you too can eat what we adults can eat. Happy 14 months old !
Love,
Mummy
What's up for the weekend ?
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Finally weekend is here. For a SAHM like me, it means seizing every opportunity not to stay at hm. I brought Zann to take passport photos. We are preparing to go thailand next mth and KL in April. Before leaving, we decided to dropby Pet Safari. The whole place was renovated before, but crampier and lesser animals. Zann was elated to see the animals. Hmm, except for a pair of puppies. Perhaps they were not excited to see her? @_@
"Hello puppies."
"Hello, I am here, not there... why are you not turning around?..Hello"
Poor Zann, she only managed to see their back."
HB was choosing some winter clothes for his coming trip to Shanghai. While waiting, I parked Zann infront of a mirror. True enough, She couldnt sit still and was busy amusing herself for a while.
" I am bored, Where are you guys?"
We headed Changi Village to have lunch. HB and me were craving for the Nasi Lemak. We thought of trying the famous nasi lemak. But after I saw how long the queue was, I changed my mind. Guessed my tummy couldnt wait that long. In d end, we settled for a not so famous stall.
"Look! Playground?" Looked old though, and it was HB who pointed to me. But what caught my attention abt the playground was the sight of sand. Yes, in fact also seldom get to see a playground with sand. It's only with the rubber type of flooring nowadays.
Friday, February 9, 2007
Came across this silly website where they tell you how you would be defined in the dictionary. Out of curiosity, i typed in my girl's name and this is what got churned out...
A good webby to get the nursery rhymes.
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Did I cross the line?
Thursday, February 8, 2007
I have been praying for more patience as I find myself suffering from other kinds of stress but what I know for sure is, I am very short-fused at times and I can really snap at Zann. To make matter worse, I had a leg injury. I know this is not an excuse and to top it all up, Zann still had not recovered from her cough.
Just like this morning, she put on a struggle with me when I tried to pin her down to change diaper. Just when I pulled out the baby wipes, she took her own poop and eat it. And the clothes and hair stained by the poop as well. I knew she wasnt sensible enough to know what's going on, but It is not fun when she throw tantrums and it can get unbearable. It was a mentally toil on me. I gave her a smack on the hand. I was silent as I changed her clothes and brought her to her bed. But when I put her down, I kissed her as my tears fell.
I know motherhood is not easy but I never knew it would be this difficult. But I will still continue to pray; for strength and patience.
Ever wonder why the FIVE Australian hosts are so popular with the kids. Zann is not exceptional. She has a huge crush on them. The time of the day starts at 5pm every Monday to Friday. Look at that pair of eyes, focusing on the television, not at the least bothered by me taking snaps of her...
"Mummy, talk to me later. I am busy watching Hi-5 now."
I bought a red kiddy chair for her. She seems to like it. And I am still considering the matching table. My only worry is that she might not sit still for long, unless I find her some activities.
"I am hungry, Is my lunch ready?"
"Woa Mummy, U gave me a fright. U still taking photo of me?"
" Ok, this is my best pose, can?"
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Mummy hopes to see you well soon
Monday, February 5, 2007
The weekend has really taken a toil on me especially nursing Zann's health back. And yes now she is well except for the cough. Back to her bubbly self as usual. Taking care her is very similar to taking care of an invalid. You have to be extra watchful of the diet, monitor her poop and temperature and at the same time, the titanic struggle to make her take the medicine. And it doesn't help that I'm forgetful at times- yes. To remind myself I have wrote down to record her medicine feeding.
Becoming a mother is not just about endless chores. It changes the whole person in me. It's a sense of responsibility that I accept with gladness as well as fear. Sometimes, that heavy sense of responsibility can bring me to tears or even, to the brink of sanity. Perhaps depression. I feel very stressed, like I'm not good enough as a mother to take care of her well. Many times, I have to tell myself to handle her with both head and heart in place.
Yesterday. We decided to go for a spin with Zann. To make her feel better instead of cooping up at hm.
Spread the word!
The website: http://www.lightamillioncandles.com
I came across this and yes, I lit my candle.
If you are reading this, please take a little time to go to the site and light one too.
Thank you.
A blue Saturday
Saturday, February 3, 2007
Zann developed fever in the early morning, 6am today After lunch, the fever still persisted. She contracted a 39 degree fever. And she had a bad running nose and cough as well. I decided to bring her to see doc. The clinic closed at 1230pm and I thought I couldnt make it. Lucky the nurse relented. She was crying bitterly. I knew Zann was feeling terribly. Morever, there were 10 patients ahead of Zann. In d end we waited 45 mins.
She did not have much appetite and her milk intake decreased. She has been the fussiest she's ever been in her life. It's to be expected I suppose, but it has taken its toil on us. I am not too sure where she has caught the virus from or whether it was I fed her french fries before.
Shopping with Aunt Agnes
Thursday, February 1, 2007
Yesterday, I brought Zann to meet Aunt Agnes. We had our lunch there as well. We ordered the side dishes, "san bei chicken" and stir fried french bean plus two white rice. Zann liked the chicken, though it was oily. I bought her a set of CNY clothes from Chinatown. I was so afraid of gg down the escalator with the stroller. Guessed it's the fear of losing the balance. But Lucky I still managed. We decided to go Bugis, at the same time thought I could get some discounts from my fren in Bodyshop but she wasnt around. Zann has started drooling...so I let her wear the bib. Agnes bought her baby kayden's stuff while me got Zann a new pair of shoes. Before long, we felt there isnt much to shop around Bugis so we went to Tampines. I wanted to see some shoes at CnK but in d end, only managed to shop at coax...it's becoming our 'fav' shop sooner :P We had dinner at Mos Burger before we parted ways. Couldnt believe we had actually travelled to three areas in half a day.
My online browsing habit makes me notice the cuteness factor. These mini bagels caught my eyes even though I am not their fan. But anything tiny will make me go “ahhhh look at that” and then “I want one…” if only Singapore sells them ...
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Cendrine
i am a simple woman with a
beautiful daughter Zann.
My life now revolving
around her. She bring joy
and laughter. Through her,
i learn to look at things with a
fresh perspective and know
how to value life.
my current mood
"Mummy, talk to me later. I am busy watching Hi-5 now."
I bought a red kiddy chair for her. She seems to like it. And I am still considering the matching table. My only worry is that she might not sit still for long, unless I find her some activities.
"I am hungry, Is my lunch ready?"
"Woa Mummy, U gave me a fright. U still taking photo of me?"
" Ok, this is my best pose, can?"
