So fast Saturday. Everyday the same to me. Xmas is 2 days away...And i m in the festive Mood ar...Always hoping to go shopping these days. But today the same> Din go anywhere special. Headed to Whitesands with HB and Zann for a walk. Xian. Nothing to see. Tot I can shop for some clothes. In d end We shopped at NTUC. HB said he is tired to go anywhere especially with Zann ard. But then I still hope to involve my little Darling whenver we go out lei. Duno why I feel that my relationship with HB seems to drift apart. When i know that he was hoping for more working trip, somehow I feel sad being left alone here with Zann. I know he is working there, but the time spent tog also lesser. Going with him also another problem cos duno enough $ for my airfare.

Wished HB can change his present job (low pay with little welfare), and Zann able to stand and walk Soon. As for me, hoping HB love me more than anything else.

Asked HB tis year Xmas how to celebrate, no response from him one. Xian. I knew we sure stay at hm agn.