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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

What I expect from husband, the definition of it? Now and then I still ask myself, what's for me married to someone 4 years younger. Nothing only more resentment towards him.

To understand me, finding out the cause whenever I feel sad, angry. Being sensitive to my feelings and providing constructive advises (or rather words), to love me even more than his own folks. To be mad at them giving me the shit treatment I had so far.
So? None of them fulfilled. Not at all. On the contrary, can even asked me to be extra nice (FUCK, what's extra nice?) even if they treated me badly! Till today, he still cited every reasons he could think for his folks' actions. If he can tell me he's disappointed with me, I told him I am even more disappointed with him. He and his folks just another piece of shit.

I really regretted. Whenever I came to think of this, apologised to his old folks 1 year ago for his sake to make peace. (NOT that I have done anything wrong to them). I did it out of making everyone happy. Yes, happy! What abt me? Today, they did not do anything to appease my anger. Not even a word of sorry for the treatment I received. And to think that Hb can say me also in the wrong in a casual tone. WTF. In what way have I done them wrong? Tell me. He cant even give me an answer. Only silence.

Bruises
Monday, February 26, 2007

A lot of times, Zann's days have been filled with staring at-TV-moments. To think I even bought her the HI-5 vcd on impulse. The initial purpose was to prevent her feeling bored in the coming trip but now that the cd has turned into a babysitting tool. Watching TV is not evil or bad but watching TOO much can cause early myopia (I am afraid it will happen to her). So, yes I have to abstain her. Half an hour in a day shall be the rule.



Whenever she sees my camera, she seems to know what I am trying to do. Look, she can readily pose for me.



When I said, Mummy shall come and catch you. She knew the meaning, and crawl to escape. Occasionally, this has become our little game. Now I started to regret. I should have given her the colourful alphabet mat earlier. She has injured her knees with bruises from the friction with the floor. I feel painful for her.



The result of crawling too much : bruises



While rubbing the ointment, her expression tells me that she doesnt feel the pain.





Some nights, we can hear her talking in her dreams. With the thought that she has waken up, I rush to her. She is trying to settle herself to sleep whilst talking! ok, So my girl is dreaming after all.

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What tarot card Mummy has?
Sunday, February 25, 2007


You are The Empress


Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.


The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.


The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


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first timer
Saturday, February 24, 2007

Today I did not cook lunch and dinner for Zann. She had her complete meal outside for the first time. Wondered how much msg contained in the soup. But I guessed once a while should be alrite. Also, she had her first time kiddy ride from her favourite cartoon character, Bob The Builder. Too bad the shopping mall background music was louder than the kiddy ride music.












Got a book with all the vibrant and colourful pictures, I thought she will be delighted. I was wrong.The attention was short-lived. She was flipping the pages in a careless manner and threw the book away onto the floor.



Another abandoned book. Never mind, shall try again.

Quiet CNY Day 5
Thursday, February 22, 2007



For the time being, I guessed until now, the Chinese New Year period is a quiet one for me. The usual stuffs, mahjong, huge junk food consumption etc etc. Even my first and second batch of pineapple tarts were finished. Frankly, I dun like spending CNY in Spore if given a choice. We have collected Zann's passport and booked for the bangkok trip. Luckily, we made in time to book the $9 tigerairways promotion. The day after, the price has gone up to $99. Another 2 weeks more, but seems like have to wait for so long.

Chinese New Year Day 1
Sunday, February 18, 2007

Today is Zann's first lunar new year celebration. She has learnt how to gesture "gong xi gong xi", Whenever I praised her " Wow, Zann is a clever girl ya," and she would flash that megawatts smile to me. This shows my girl loves people to praise her.









Mummy brought me to Bugis to look for her friend.
Eileen Jie Jie, Mummy and Me


Chinese New Year Eve, Reunion Dinner at Sakae Sushi.


Where's the menu?


I am ready to order. Anyone there?


How come no one come to take order?


Mummy's Chinese Zodiac Sign


Daddy and Zann's Zodiac Sign

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Wanted to get fruits for myself and Zann, we went to NTUC early morning. The whole place was so crowded and everyone was busy buying and stocking. I have so much difficulty passing through with the stroller especially. And I couldnt find any kiwi except for the apples and oranges. So lousy!

One week plus since, and her cough isn't getting better. She has so much phlegm. I brought her to see the PD yesterday. She was given the change of cough syrup, Silomat and Terbutaline for clearing her airway. Previously, she has recovered from running nose, but this morning I saw mucus running down. Has the flu come back or is the cough syrup causing reverse effects? I called the nurse and she told me it's the cough syrup.

It has been a while since she practised walking. I gave her the activity walker today, she walked in an unusual pace with both legs far apart, like a penguin. It wasnt like this in the past . Has my girl lost touch learning to walk properly?


What's that? Ok I walk over by myself.


I saw something. Wait. Let me bend over and dig.


Huh? A pc of paper? How come not toy?


Can I go in and see again?


How to go in? Let me sit down and think first.


Hee. I finally went in the box, with mummy's help.


Mummy, how come no space to turn around?


Ok I am done. I am going back.


My first batch of pineapple tarts were churned out late last night.



For the pastry, I would need 250g butter, 500g plain flour, 2 large eggs, 1 tsp salt, 1tbsp baking powder, 1 tsp vanilla essence, 2 cups castor sugar. Preheat the oven 180C. Beat the egg and add to the butter at room temperature. Beat well for a few minutes. Mix in the salt, baking powder, sugar, vanilla essence and the sifted flour. Mix well to form a dough abt 1/4 cm thick. Make sure there's plenty of flour under the dough. Using a tart cutter and cut from the dough. Bake at 180C for 20mins until it turn golden brown.

Valentine's Day
Wednesday, February 14, 2007



Today is Valentine's Day! More importantly, it's Zann's first experience of this day! What can I say? She is the spark in my life and she is definitely the happiest person I know to date. She is so unassuming and she loves unconditionally. She gives wholeheartedly and she receives all too. She will brighten even the darkest room, touch even the most indifferent and warm even the coldest heart.

Darling, mummy doesn't know what to do if I don't have you. I love you, my baby!



" There's a tissue box on the floor. So i took one tissue and tear."


" And I like to throw onto the floor after I am done with the tearing. "


" Mummy's hp is in my hand. Hmm who shall I call now?"


What's an easy way to cook lunch today? Tofu and Minced pork were all I have in the fridge. Cant think of anythg other than the claypot version.



1 pack of Airpork Fresh Minced Pork
2 pc firm toufu (unicurd)
2tbsp of beanpaste

Marinate the pork with 2 tbsp soya sauce, 1/2 tsp cornflour, 1 tsp black pepper for 30 mins.
Heat the oil and fry the toufu till light brown. Drain and leave the toufu aside. Next stir fry the Minced Pork with the bean paste until half cooked.
Transfer the whole mix into the claypot and cook medium high heat for 15mins.

I am in a mid to prepare pineapple tarts for the coming Chinese New Year. Half way done thru with the Jam.



Honey pineapple and the spices from NTUC. Cut into pieces and shred. Need 1 1/2 cup castor sugar, 1 cinnonmon stick, 1 star anise, 2 cloves. Place the spices and the shredded pineapple into the pot and boil. Keep stirring, until around 30 mins to form jam. U can the refrigerate the jam also.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I suddenly developed a massive craving for seafood yesterday. In d end settle for prawn dinner last night. The prawns were shallow-fried in the tomato sauce, giving them a sweet gravy taste. Still, the warm sweet gravy of the dish is enough to satisfy HB and me. Here's the recipe which yield two servings. Cheers!

1 pack of tiger Prawns fresh or frozen
½ cup tomato paste
1 teaspoon cooking oil
1 teaspoon minced garlic
2 teaspoon lemon juice; or less
½ teaspoon cornstarch
½ cup snow pea

Heat pan on high heat, add oil. Add garlic, stir-fry until fragrant and add prawns. Stir-fry until they are opaque, 2 to 4 minutes depending on size. Add snow peas ; stir-fry until just heated through. Add lemon juice, tomato paste and cornstarch mixture. Bring to boil and cook until sauce thickens. Serve immediately.




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A letter to Zann



Dear Zann,
It has been a joy to take care of you thus far, though it's not easy. I thank God that you are a healthy girl and so smiley too. I pray that God will continue to watch after you. Today, you have turned 14 months old. You can roll, stand, sit up, crawl, and laugh. And most importantly, you too can eat what we adults can eat. Happy 14 months old !

Love,
Mummy

What's up for the weekend ?
Sunday, February 11, 2007

Finally weekend is here. For a SAHM like me, it means seizing every opportunity not to stay at hm. I brought Zann to take passport photos. We are preparing to go thailand next mth and KL in April. Before leaving, we decided to dropby Pet Safari. The whole place was renovated before, but crampier and lesser animals. Zann was elated to see the animals. Hmm, except for a pair of puppies. Perhaps they were not excited to see her? @_@


"Hello puppies."


"Hello, I am here, not there... why are you not turning around?..Hello"


Poor Zann, she only managed to see their back."


HB was choosing some winter clothes for his coming trip to Shanghai. While waiting, I parked Zann infront of a mirror. True enough, She couldnt sit still and was busy amusing herself for a while.








" I am bored, Where are you guys?"



We headed Changi Village to have lunch. HB and me were craving for the Nasi Lemak. We thought of trying the famous nasi lemak. But after I saw how long the queue was, I changed my mind. Guessed my tummy couldnt wait that long. In d end, we settled for a not so famous stall.



"Look! Playground?" Looked old though, and it was HB who pointed to me. But what caught my attention abt the playground was the sight of sand. Yes, in fact also seldom get to see a playground with sand. It's only with the rubber type of flooring nowadays.


Friday, February 9, 2007

Came across this silly website where they tell you how you would be defined in the dictionary. Out of curiosity, i typed in my girl's name and this is what got churned out...


zann --

[noun]:

A beat poet working the streets



'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com


A good webby to get the nursery rhymes. Click here

Did I cross the line?
Thursday, February 8, 2007

I have been praying for more patience as I find myself suffering from other kinds of stress but what I know for sure is, I am very short-fused at times and I can really snap at Zann. To make matter worse, I had a leg injury. I know this is not an excuse and to top it all up, Zann still had not recovered from her cough.

Just like this morning, she put on a struggle with me when I tried to pin her down to change diaper. Just when I pulled out the baby wipes, she took her own poop and eat it. And the clothes and hair stained by the poop as well. I knew she wasnt sensible enough to know what's going on, but It is not fun when she throw tantrums and it can get unbearable. It was a mentally toil on me. I gave her a smack on the hand. I was silent as I changed her clothes and brought her to her bed. But when I put her down, I kissed her as my tears fell.

I know motherhood is not easy but I never knew it would be this difficult. But I will still continue to pray; for strength and patience.



Ever wonder why the FIVE Australian hosts are so popular with the kids. Zann is not exceptional. She has a huge crush on them. The time of the day starts at 5pm every Monday to Friday. Look at that pair of eyes, focusing on the television, not at the least bothered by me taking snaps of her...

"Mummy, talk to me later. I am busy watching Hi-5 now."

I bought a red kiddy chair for her. She seems to like it. And I am still considering the matching table. My only worry is that she might not sit still for long, unless I find her some activities.

"I am hungry, Is my lunch ready?"

"Woa Mummy, U gave me a fright. U still taking photo of me?"

" Ok, this is my best pose, can?"

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