I bought myself chocolate truffles, no wonder pple always say chocolate can make a person feel happy. And that's wat I needed for tday. At least. I am not in a good mood today. Have a quarrel with my mum again. It doesnt make me feel good that in law know abt her problem with her own hb. I have gotten used to the idea of being in a single family. Just dun understand why she still cant let go. News spread fast and esp the not so called good news. Why on earth must announce to the whole world?!

Chinese New YEar coming soon and there's planning and decision made w/o my knowledge. In the first place wasnt even close to relatives, why must make ourselves unhappy to face them when I can enjoy reunion dinner! My bro and me simply dun want to eat with them. The talk of it enough to make my blood boil.

Came back home frm the central to realise that Me have left out the cod fish oil for Zann. Everythg bought liao just that cod fish oil...urgh..Forgot i havent taken my lunch, In d end, instant noodle. Afternoon, I trashed things out with mil over my past. I am just tired to hide the truth anymore. Mum asked me why I do that, what if they despised me. I F care la. If they can accept for who I am, Good, If not, forget it. My right eye twitched the whole day. Is it good or bad? Can anyone tell me?

So what having a lousy mood rite, still have to prepare dinner for everyone in the family, Anyhow cook also. Stir Fried French bean. Steamed egg with minced pork. Stir Fried potato with luncheon meat in tomato sauce. If anyone can tell me not good enuff, I ll gladly ask that person serve me. Just like last time, mil forbade hb eat the butter cookies i baked. Saying can cause heart problem!