Today morning brought Zann for the vaccination against MMR. She was in a happy mood till the needle went into her arm. I felt painful too as I watched. Doc said the side effect maybe a fever after 3-5 days. I asked for fever medicine just in case. Total 53 bucks. There go the $$ again. Next injection ll be in June. Doc also told me abt the optional injection after 1st year. Like against chicken pox, Hep A, pneumoccal etc. So I think no hurry completing the vaccination until the 2nd year.

Hb had a terrible toothache as well. In d end, decided to see dentist until Fri. Always must wait for last min painful then start kan cheong. Nver heed my advise. (anyway, whatever I say oso turned into deaf ear one la). His father called him and asked him to call his mother back. I find it weird. Why cant the father conveyed the message? Feeling egoistic perhaps. I dun approve of their teaching method. So I always reminded HB dun ever use his own father's way of parental style on Zann if he himself dun like it. Correct mah..if u dun like it then dun practise on other pple lo. Anyway my r/s with his folks ll never improve.

Yesterday asked HB will i get to see Zann when she turn 50 years old? He replied me maybe. Yah, who knows how long I will survive. Duno y these few days I have a bad headache and bad premonition. Ask HB what ll he do if i am gone.But then, evrythg in the life related to the word 'depend'. Just like Zann, depending on the activity walker to progress from standing to walk a few steps, HB depends on his job to provide for me and Zann. Me, depend on Zann to give me the real meaning of life, depend on HB bring in $$$. Do i sound being useless? I think I am.

And I decided to go back to workforce this year.