The weekend has really taken a toil on me especially nursing Zann's health back. And yes now she is well except for the cough. Back to her bubbly self as usual. Taking care her is very similar to taking care of an invalid. You have to be extra watchful of the diet, monitor her poop and temperature and at the same time, the titanic struggle to make her take the medicine. And it doesn't help that I'm forgetful at times- yes. To remind myself I have wrote down to record her medicine feeding.

Becoming a mother is not just about endless chores. It changes the whole person in me. It's a sense of responsibility that I accept with gladness as well as fear. Sometimes, that heavy sense of responsibility can bring me to tears or even, to the brink of sanity. Perhaps depression. I feel very stressed, like I'm not good enough as a mother to take care of her well. Many times, I have to tell myself to handle her with both head and heart in place.






Yesterday. We decided to go for a spin with Zann. To make her feel better instead of cooping up at hm.


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