When the optimism in me start to lose hope,
When I start thinking into everything that was being said,
In the last 24 hours, what I had looked forward vanished.
Hb told me that his working trip was extended.
I felt crushed. Not even he understands that.
And my weekend plans foiled just cos of him and his shitty co.

I was still having my fever.
But I still need to travel under the scorching heat to get the 1.8kg Gain IQ and diapers.
It doesnt help. I am feeling sick and depressed.
It's not light heavy. As the load get heavier with other groceries, I wished my walking pace get faster.
But I just cant. I need my medicine. I need to rest once I reached home.
So life's not worth smiling about anymore....



To buy the milk powder and diaper, I need to cross this junction. Especially under the scorched heat. Today wasnt any better either. I was almost knocked down by a car.