This is Zann's first trip to Sydney. So is me...heh. Mum decided to send us to the airport. She asked me to take good care of Zann over there.
See how happy she is..(cos she gets a big space to walk around, that's why)
It was 2030pm when we boarded the plane. We managed to get the seats in the first row. Zann's ticket is under infant price, so she didn't have a seat for herself. I was hoping for empty seat..sigh...I cant see one.
She was turning cranky as the time was near her bedtime. I had a hard time pacifying her. Not even her pooh bear helped. An old granny heard Zann's crying and came over to help us.
After 3 hours of coaxing and crying in the plane, she 'succumbed' to slumberland finally.
Past midnight was 1 July and it was AL's birthday. He received a chocolate cake from SQ. Zann's was so soundly asleep so she didn't manage to eat.
Do you know Australian immigration dun allow egg and cake? Well, we couldnt finish the cake. So we gave remaining portion to the old granny who came over to help us earlier.
Another day...
Bought a new toy online for Zann. Supposed to be shape sorter, but then it doesnt look one to me. It comes with a dragonfly toy which can be lighted.
Somehow, Zann is drawn to that dragon-fly thingy.
It's twelve fourteen a.m. on a Saturday. And I am turning Zombie soon...and i am still not done with the packing.
Last entry in June. I am going to Sydney today. Will be back in Aug. Not sure if i am going to blog over there. Maybe yes. Maybe not.
hmm...does anyone miss me...
我的巧克力蛋糕
Thursday, June 28, 2007
I want to eat. EAT chocolate cake ! Yeah..I love chocolate. It's supposed to be my 'feel' good therapy ...我要快乐... ------
Have you eva been judged or ridiculed by? Have you eva been 'chased' to answer questions? Were you judged from what u have written inside the forum? Is that considered provoking or concerning?
Yes. In my natural ‘form’, I’m a reactive person and sensitive to words. Words which carried sarcasm in the lines.
Sometimes, there is power in words which can hurt.
Yeah..that was what I bought from the bookshop and started her on this art and craft session... on a boring sunday afternoon. *Grins*
To feel contented..or ??
Friday, June 22, 2007
I was resting on my bed. and Zann started to climb and sat on top of me. Her bib was drenched with drool, and and and my face was stained with her drool too...*Grin*
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Disappointment, who hates it ?
Me. I am one.
Sometimes I don't wish to fall victim to circumstances. Yet my decision was triggered. To go or not to go...? I could almost kill them.
If I go, will it makes me a happier person. If I don't go, I don't know where can my temper lead to?
Anyhow, Zann's will be with me throughout the journey.
On the recovery track...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Zann's recovering. *Grins*
Flu 100% gone...but left 40% ulcer...
The weather's these days seems to be so unpredicable. But it's definitely making me sweat like a cow,
even if it's indoor. It can be super-duper hot and stuffy lor. even Zann's sweating like a cow too..hahaha
她生病了...
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Lately, Zann has refused to take her meal. She does not like to take her lunch and dinner properly. She will eat the first few mouthfuls until she does not want to, she will spit it all out and turn her head away from me with the mouth closed. Lucky thing is she still wants her milk.
Initially, I couldn't figure out the reason. I thought my cooking sucks..or maybe it is
Last night I brought her to see doctor. I told Doc that she was drooling alot these days.. It was then I finally saw it.
Zann has a huge ulcer in the gum near her molar. No wonder she refused to take her meals. And I actually missed this part. How careless I am
Now my girl is sick. She has flu and cough and and that painful ulcer. When I applied the ulcer cream, she started to wail. That's a bitter cry. Sad. It's making me sadder.
I happened to know this song very recently. Original was sung by JJ.
anyone watches the Campus Superstar ? I like the small boy who uses this song in the contest. What's his name ? Shawn ? i like his vocal. Small built with a strong vocal....
Even Zann was humming away when I sang along ...
Raisin cake
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Mission finished : Baking the raisin cake.
Just for fun II
Saturday, June 16, 2007
I is nabeh-ly pissed...
with the China worker this morning. Frigging pissed..in fact.
10.00 am I finished feeding Zann cereal and milk. And I need to go down ICA to re-register my IC. And I couldn't bathe. Cos that farker chinaman is using the toilet!! Out of courtesy, I knocked more than 3 times. No response! And it's very rude not to answer.
And he came out , swearing and cursing at me ! I couldnt take it anymore. That farker is just a tenant at my mum's place and yet he's scolding me like nobody business when I merely want to use the toilet.
I called mum. She didnt help me at all. Endure is her answer whether I like it or not. Cos she doesnt want to lose her source of income. And my hb silently watching the whole episode.. watching how that chao china farker cursed me. He, without speaking up for me and helping me. Me feeling v depressed.
Just for fun
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Brought Zann for a walk today. Wanted to get her something but nothing interests her me.
Yah. It's me rather. I couldn't decide on what to get for her.
Saw this mini kiddo car. It's GSS period. And it costs $15. Zann is always more excited about playing and sitting in the car that does not belong to her ...
In the end, I didn't get the car though. I find it too small for her.
Happy 18 months old
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
How fast time flies. Zann is 18 months old today.
She starts to understand and says the word, nen nen (milk). And if I still don't give her fast, she'll starts to throw her temper. Sigh.
She is beginning to be a fussy eater. And worse, she loves fried food and pastries. Which makes me having a hard time feeding her. I guessed she inherited my sweet tooth habit.
She still drools. And the drooling amount has increased. No signs of new tooth yet. 1 day I have to change 7-8 bibs on her.
Whenever I asks, where's your shoes ? she knew we are going out. She will fetch her shoes and bring them to me, looking and pointing to me. But sometimes she ll do it for fun though... and and and If I says NO, she ll starts to wail. *tsk tsk*
Kids should never be underestimated. *Grins*
It's not a beautiful day...
Monday, June 11, 2007
The sad person talks.
Me.
By coincidence, my interview always fall on the MON... and and and I always fail to succeed..*stares forlornly*
Today is the 3rd time.
I felt so con-ned to go down.
They did not introduced themselves... First thing first was shooting me with questions They asked me how much I expected. They asked me why am I not working. though all these were written on my resume.
Why can't they read it before asking me? Alright, so what's wrong for a SAHM to decide returning to workforce? The frown appeared on their face... and I knew it.
I am not selected.
她的新鞋
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Zann is wearing size 7 now..and I couldnt get those kiddy shoes with the 'beep beep' sound.
so so so is my girl going to turn into a big foot lady in future?
And that previous sandal only lasted her for 3mths.
Hmm..okay ..so if every 3 months Zann's going to get new pair of shoe..hur..very soon she ll have more collection than mine....
I baked a butter cake today...
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Today is another boring day. Home alone with Zann. *yawn* and and and...I am back to my baking therapy.
Hohoho..butter cake this time.
Want to have some ?
Seafood Fest...
Friday, June 8, 2007
Alright. After so many days of bread and $2 chicken rice, I finally have a little feast treat from Mr T. Nah. Defintely not tio striked Toto. It's just a simple delish treat. *slurps*
Simply taste fantabulous !
Me was sweating like a COW too . Though it was supposed to be a cooling night. I was wondering.... I guessed FAT is me..that's why.
Zann saw me fanning myself with that newsletter. She snatched from me and used it to fan herself too.
Haha...Both mother and daughter are fat, fat, fat...
A walk to the playground
That chocolate banana pocky...
Thursday, June 7, 2007
An amazing discovery I saw frm 7-11. Oh..the happy me. I saw my favourite Japanese snack food, comes in chocolate banana!
And they are free with the purchase of the original Pocky. Chocolate Banana Pocky - yea sure... Sounds great and look delish hur..
Needless to say, I is in Pocky heaven ...haha
P.s. I begged the 7-11 auntie for another pack. hee.
hmm..do u think the Thai word resembled Zann? hee.
Emo Rant
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
I have a mantra and that is be happy. yet i don't have a true sense about my state of happiness.
Some things in life are really about guts. Having the guts to go ahead. OR Having the guts to back out.
Either way. it's never easy. It's always a struggle.
Her fringe
Monday, June 4, 2007
This morning, Zann has a haircut. Only the fringe. And it's a free cut by me !
Okay I am not a certified hairdresser... but then trimming only the fringe part, not so bad lo ?
So far no comment..yet. Hahaha.
She's dancing...
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Zann is dancing away. With her own style. *Grins* You can see her body shaking to the music and her feet stamping on the ground. from the music playing from her toy piano.
So if her interest stays with her long enough, I may enrol her to the music and dance class.
P.s. I have to admit my video taking skill is atrocious! So bear with me alright. Just tilt yr head when u watch the video.
The circus show ...
Saturday, June 2, 2007
was at Downtown East in the evening.
Zann couldn't sit still on my lap. As usual, I have to cope with her while watching. Frankly, I couldn't even watch in peace. Uber disappointed.
P.s. Only managed to take less than five shots. Sigh...Disappointed.
Is money going to drop from the sky ?
Friday, June 1, 2007
Woke up extremely early today. It was the first time to experience 'early'. Has an interview at Raffles Place later.
I was berry berry hungry. So decided to dropby the HK cafe before hopping onto the train.
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I crashed into the comfort of my bed the moment I got home. Never have I feel so drained and tired lor. These few days were like never enough sleep.
P.s. think my interview didn't go well. I guessed I won't be shortlisted.
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Cendrine
i am a simple woman with a
beautiful daughter Zann.
My life now revolving
around her. She bring joy
and laughter. Through her,
i learn to look at things with a
fresh perspective and know
how to value life.
my current mood
Desires
See Zann growing up well
Shed the extra kilos
Go Hongkong for holiday Go Sydney for a holiday Go Bangkok for a holiday
To find a good job n earn more $$
To own a Palm Treo 750
Happiness
